My latest weakness that has begun this summer is cherry Coke from Sonic. I will miss these. I will miss pop altogether. I did stop drinking pop for about three weeks in February. I lost ten pounds. No pop is key.
My latest round of blood tests and head scans came back fine. There is nothing wrong with me immunologically. I think I spelled that wrong. But anyway, I'm not diabetic, I don't have lupus, my thyroid is fine. The next thing is the sleep study, on August 16. I don't know how that will work, because I can't sleep period. How am I supposed to sleep all hooked up to wires, with people watching me, in a strange place? And no drugs? I do not know.
My lifestyle change will also likely mean I will begin to feel better naturally. I am starting now with trying to disconnect myself from work once I leave. I'm not stressing over crap that happens during the day, either. I'm just going with the flow and not resisting. Here I am, I'm doing what I do, whatever. Calm.
Not Acceptable!
Lovely
December 2007, 185 lbs
the stats
- **July 19, 2007: 174 lbs.; 42, 43, 50
pictures don't lie
june 2007, 180 pounds
important links for me and you
reasons why i am changing my lifestyle
- **trochanteric bursitis
- **if i stand too long, my side feels like someone is ripping my liver out
- **i can't sit comfortably on my couch anymore
- **i look terrible
- **i can pinch a whole lot more than an inch
- **i weigh as much as my overweight father
- **i take the elevator up one floor
- **sometimes i take the elevator down one floor
- **my ribs pinch me when i bend
- **i can't find my belly button
- **my belly moves up and down when i laugh, like berniece's did
- **my feet hurt
- **i look pregnant
- **i don't feel good
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